When I was two years old, I remember running down a hallway in my diapers, searching for my parents. I was by myself in our suburban apartment in Paris while my mom took my sister to the movies. I have no recollection of where my dad was at the time.
Due to my parents’ separation, my sister and I were enrolled in a boarding school where our grandmother worked as a cook. This gave my parents some financial relief. However, since I was in kindergarten, I was placed in a separate dorm from my older sister. I spent most of my time playing, creating stories, and attempting to fix my damaged dolls. This was my sanctuary, where I truly felt like I belonged and found happiness.
I had always desired to pursue theatre due to my parents’ involvement in the field. I have vivid memories of my first time attending a play with my mother. The experience brought me immense joy, especially when the audience rose to their feet in applause at the finale. This led me to think that if I could receive such joy, I also wanted to contribute to it.
When I made the decision to pursue acting, my preference was for theatre as it felt more familiar. However, acting in movies was a pleasant and unexpected turn.
I was in a state of wonder when I went to accept my Oscar for Best Supporting Actress for my role in The English Patient. It was a moment of disbelief and uncertainty. I didn’t have prepared words, it was truly a surprise.
I am unsure if Steven Spielberg holds any negative feelings towards me. [Binoche declined roles in Indiana Jones, Schindler’s List, and Jurassic Park.] It would be best to direct this question to him as I have not seen him in quite some time. I also do not believe he is too concerned about my decision to decline the roles.
I am uncertain of what I perceive when I gaze at my reflection. At times, it seems as though my exterior and interior do not align, contingent on various factors such as the time of day, lighting, my emotions, or whether I am in a role or not, and if I am experiencing love or not.
I frequently shed tears, as it is a natural aspect of living. I often cry while praying – experiencing the weight of my flaws and acknowledging my human vulnerabilities.
Prayer is essential. Cultivating an inner world and bridging the gap between the tangible and intangible are important. Developing this connection within ourselves defines our identity. It guides us through powerful emotions such as envy, rage, and bitterness. Faith serves as a constant reminder of humility.
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Source: theguardian.com
